So again its been a long time. Maybe its because I am not so obsessed about this anymore. but hey it doesnt keep me from throwing up every day . I don't remember if I have said but I started this new machine that uses vibration technology. 10mins= 1hour of cardio! it is absoultely AMAZING! I have only used it 4 times and I have lost 1 3/4 inches off my thighs, 2 inches off my arms, 1 1/2 inches off my waist !! this machine is amazing. If you have it where you live, it is definitely worth the money . its called T-ZONE . I am so lucky that my neighbour decided to buy one. Makes my life easier lol. its right next door and takes 10mins! ugh I just can't stress how awesome this thing is! Also I bought my daughter some of these rice cake thingys , they are called baby mum mum's . I cant believe how many calories they are ! per approx 8 rice rusks , its 57 calories! thats right friggin 7 calories a cookie. thats insane! , babies have it easy lol. if I liked them myself I would probably live off of them . :) anyways I didnt mention my wieght . its 127 . not too shabby , should be better but hey I am building muscle and losing inches so I am not too worried . like I said, I am just too busy enjoying life right now , especially with the weather getting better , I am outside all the time and burning those calories :) . cannot wait to get camping and hiking in the summer . I can't wait to expose my daughter to the simple but important things in life such as feeling the grass for the first time or putting her feet in the sand :) This summer is going to be wonderful. I cannot wait . good luck girlies, my advice to you is to just put the weight issue in the back of your minds where it belongs and focus on living . I find I lose more wieght that way because I am not as stressed :) . ciao for now . be strong!

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So I gained a lb :( I was 130. I was so hoping to be in the 120's today but apparently I am going to plateau again. ugh , I just hope that I can get in my 120's (more specifically 128) by Monday . I so want to fast today but I just do not have the willpower for that. My grandmother is coming up on Monday and I wonder if she'll even notice. I haven't seen her since Christmas and I have dropped about I dunno ..30lbs since then. So I wonder. I'm tired today , I wish I could just crawl in bed and stay there until tomorrow. I used to do that in order to lose weight , I would take sleeping pills to keep getting back to sleep so that I wouldn't eat. How awful huh? but I can't do that now and probably never will be able to again. Well I am not going to blog again until Monday, I am going to be as good as possible to lose the weight by Monday. Good luck to all you girls too!